i have fake friends.. they are the most irrelevant people of my life. i still go with them just to show people i have friends.. but i dont really care if i have friends or not. the most relevant person is my boyfriend. but i keep pushing him away. im not talking to anybody right now.. and its okay.. i lived almost all of my life alone, staring at people… and thats okay.. at least im not contributing to the bullshit of this world.